Sunday dinner.

I am about to go to my friends house for a bbq. We are trying to make this a every Sunday sort of thing. I am pumped. We are making kabobs and bunches of other stuff too!! Yay for summer time. I know I didn't post last night but I forgot, besides your getting use to that, right? I know I am flaking out sometimes. I feel guilty, but I just get so distracted. Dang it's hot out. 

I've lost my touch.

I feel like blogging was something that I use to be good at. I don't feel like I am fulfilling my blogging potential. I don't know what it is. Am I getting tired of it? Maybe just a little but my life is so full these days that it takes the back burner. I know I will get it back, or something. I just need some sort of muse, something creatively inspiring. 

Priorities.

Seems like my only priority these days is getting a lot of sleep. I feel bad because there is a ton of things I should have done, and need to be done, but haven't been getting done. Its my own fault I guess. I just need to pull my head out of my ass. I don't know what my issue is lately. I was suppose to go pay bills, and go to the dentist, and post a post on here. and get some laundry and some cleaning done. I have done none of that. I just hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass. I know I will get things done, I've just been a slow mover lately. I actually can't believe that I am posting this early. I am slightly proud of that. Baby steps. I know I will get things done in the end. I am just the queen of procrastination. 

Missed a day again...

I honestly didn't even care that I didn't post last night. I was so lazy last night. I took a nap at 9 at night. I knew I shouldn't have, but I was so tired all day. I am sure I slept too much. I only ate one meal yesterday, and then a thousand snacks. I am just too tired to even cook something. Today was better though and I am hoping tomorrow will be ok too. 

food food food

So I'm sitting at a friends house waiting for food. We are bbqing tons of food. I'm so hungry. I am so super excited bout this delicious food.

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Only a little motivation.

I had to peel myself off the couch today. I am so tired. I guess I am just resting on the days that I don't have off. I know I should, so why feel bad about it. I just feel so lazy. I am now trying to get some things done, it's just uncomfortable to bend over all the time. I feel like I need a skateboard to slide around on, or a go go gadget arm. I did finally have a cup of coffee to make me feel not so listless. It did work. I got up and vacuumed, so I am proud of that. 

Last Friday night.

I am just humming away to that Katy Perry song, Last Friday Night. I love that song. It just sticks in my head. My kids are even singing it, but adding their own words to it. That song reminds me of old times. It reminds me of when I use to have a social life. Ha....I know I will have one again. It just sucks sometimes not being able to go out and hang with friends.

My brain no work.

So I come home from work and I always seem to lose track of time. I have just hot air between my ears it seems. I can't seem to remember the simplest things. I forget my coworkers names, lose keys, and just plain forget things. Oh I hate pregnancy brain. Yes, that is what I am blaming it on. 

Mini Harry Potter marathon.

I got a little to distracted by the first 3 Harry Potter movies tonight. We just bought the second and third movie today and so I was forced into watching all 3. I have to admit that I like them. I know that I will have to watch them a few times to actually get them, but they suck you in. I am sure I will be buying all of the movies sooner or later. It is nice to watch an actual movie with my kids that isn't animated.

I am dreading the morning. I have to get up early and make a visit to the dentist...again. I will be glad when it is over with. I am not a morning person. I'm just glad that it's not so sweltering hot out anymore. I actually enjoyed the day, went to the park, and didn't sweat a bunch. Now I am enjoying the breeze in my house. Not pumped in cooled air from the A/C.

Maybe I will mood swing in your direction.

Today was a day of all moods for me. It started with a lost keys fiasco. That put me in a major pissy mood. I almost was in tears. Then to find out that the doctor isn't quite sure if I am having a girl or not!!! That just sent me into a tizzy. Come on now, you are suppose to be the experts. No one said anything about a maybe at the ultrasound. I hate to say I will be disappointed. That makes me feel guilty. This heat wave isn't helping either. It seems everyone at work had a severe case of PMS. Oh geez. I am just going to say I am having a girl anyway. So there.

Stick a fork in me...

Yeah, I am dying from all of the heat. I can't stand being hot. It doesn't help that the air conditioning went out at work today. I was dragging ass all day long. My only relief was sitting for a few minutes in the walk in cooler. I am so glad to be home to my air conditioned house. I had to leave it on all day. It is so nice, but I feel like I will need to turn it on again soon. I have only been home for 20 minutes!! My poor kids huddle in their blankets while I try to turn the house into the north pole. Oh well I have a lot of ice cold water and Popsicles that will keep me cold.  

I keep forgetting.

I seem to keep forgetting to post. I am not sure why I continue to forget. I guess it's just brain fogginess. Well, in my defense, I have a lot going on. But I surely don't have to tell you that. You should know by now. I can't really think of a whole lot to talk about. I am so tired, and bed is looking like it will be in my near future. goodnight!

Late night barbecue.

Yeah I am about to go to a friends house and eat some late night bbq!! I am so hungry and in need of getting out of the house to hang out with some adults. It should be a good time. Do I take my camera? Do I leave it home. Oh heck, I will take it. You never know.

Summer weather is here.

It sure was a hot day today. The kind of day where I have to leave the air on all day long, even though I was at work. Now it is nice and cool in here and it feels great. This weekend is suppose to be a scorcher. I just wish I had the kids so we could go to the lake. Maybe we can make it to the lake next weekend. I just don't know if the water will be to cold to swim in or not. It sure is summer time here.

Out to eat again.

So again I went to Perkins to eat some yummy food. This time I went with my mommy. It was nice to spend time with her. We usually see each other a couple times a week but she is leaving to see my Grandma this weekend. I had some french toast and we visited about family and such. It was a good night.

Don't wait up.

I'm off to Perkins for a bite to eat with some friends. I didn't want to miss another post like last night. Don't want ya'all to worry. I figured I would probably be home late so I just wanted to post a little something so you know I am still alive.

Nice long nap.

So, I came home from work today so tired. The kids are with their dad so I decided to take advantage of that and took a nice long nap. It was so nice. I still feel tired, and like I missed something, but it was much needed. I have a long week of work ahead of me this week. I know the money will be nice, hell, the money will be awesome. I just am in need of some vacation time!  I guess I am just in one of those moods where my mind and body is just so exhausted. I don't wanna cook, or clean, or even get up to pee. Ha!  I guess I better just get to bed early tonight and hopefully sleep it of...

OMG I have a beeping toy that is going to drive me crazy. I don't know what it is, or where its coming from. I might have to tear the whole corner of the house apart!!!!

Who needs TV?

I sure don't need TV when I can watch my belly move. I noticed it last night and was so excited. I feel like its a new trick I can do. Ha! This little girl has been kicking me all day and night long. I can tell she is getting stronger and bigger everyday. I can't wait to share this with someone. I love the feeling so much. I must cherish it because I am fairly sure this will be my last. Well I hate to make this one short but I am in dire need of going to the grocery store. I also have to wake up early in the morning to work. Fun fun fun.

I love iced tea.

I can't seem to get enough of it! I need to make some of my own iced tea. I have probably bought a bottle of it everyday. It is just the best summertime drink ever. Well, besides a good pina colada. I am in need of a good day at the lake. I would love to just sit and watch the kids play in the sand and take in some vitamin D, with a big glass of iced tea, of course.

Tired, exhausted, medicated.

So I'm kick myself because I didn't find the time to get my tooth fixed after having it looked at. Stupid me! Yeah, now I am in a bit of pain again and back on antibiotics. I pretty much had to claw and scratch to get some penicillin again. I didn't even ask for a pain killer, which they gave me anyways. I hate the Tylenol they gave me. I know, its the most effective and safe for me to take, but It makes me so tired. I guess I should have waited until bed time to take it. Hell, right now could be bed time! Oh I can't wait to hit the pillow tonight. I feel like I will get some well deserved Z's. Or I will end up sleeping in my plate of spaghetti. The night has so many possibilities!!  

4th of July pictures.

I think I need a little more practice. I took about 200 or so pictures. These ones are my favorites. I guess fireworks are hard to take pictures of. Most of them didn't turn out as sharp as I wanted them to. I guess I need to learn more about the shutter speed setting. I played with the shutter speed the most. I defiantly didn't like the way the pics turned out in the auto setting. Well, it's a learning experience.

Sorry I didn't post yesterday.

Yesterday was full of fireworks and bbq's and fun. I had to work most of the day, but after that it was all about setting things on fire. I went to the park behind my apartments and we had a great view. We sat on the hillside and had some good food with some of my old friends. It was great. I have two firework loving boys, that's for sure. They did their fair share of smoke bombs and sparklers. Lucas even got to light a few big ones! Hes was so excited. I ended the night by visiting my old best friend and chatting the night away. I didn't end up getting home until really late. Then we slept in today. All in all I would say it was a great independence day. Hooray for explosives and freedom!

on my way

So I'm on my way home from my mothers house. I didn't realize it was that late. I didn't want to be late yet again. Tonight we had a good bbq and some fun with my sons. Tomorrow should be fun with the big fireworks display. Too bad I gotta work most of the day.

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Trying to clean...again.

I fail so badly at cleaning my house lately. I just don't seem to get anything done. I suppose I shouldn't be so hard on myself. I do work full time, sometimes more. I really do work my ass off, so who cares that my house is cluttered with school papers and toys and clothes. I don't have a washer and dryer, so that is a big reason most of my clothes are dirty. I just need to stop making excuses and just do stuff. Oh man if it were only that easy. 

Forever in Walmart.

OMG It took 2 hours to get 11 things at Walmart tonight. It is completely ridiculous there. There was millions of lanes open and each one was packed with people. I am so glad I don't work there. I should have done things differently in there but oh well. I am so very very tired now. I know that I say that all the time, but shit, I am beat. I think I need a vacation. I just wish I could afford it. I need to learn how to save.