So, I miss you a little. I'm not gonna lie, but I am glad I no longer have the guilty feeling of not posting something when I feel like I have to. I thought I would have posted more on my new blog but I haven't. I have been busy with my sweet little baby. It amazes me how much you can love someone instantly, and how much love can grow. I have been adjusting well, I think, to new mommy-hood. She is not yet sleeping through the night and is currently mixing up night and day. It's not too bad, being sleep deprived, I just make sure I have a full supply of french vanilla creamer for my coffee when I am dragging ass. Work has been pretty easy on me. It was a little hard to transition from maternity leave but I managed.
**baby daddy update**
Ok, for all of you that didn't know, I am a single mother of 3 children. When I started this little bloggy thing, I was a single mom of 2 boys. Anywho, I was seeing a guy and ended up pregnant!! Crazy, I know! I knew when I met him he was trouble. It turned out my gut feelings about him were right. He found out through a mutual "friend" that I was pregnant. I tried multiple time to contact him and got nothing. It has almost been a year since I have seen this guy/douchbag and not a single word from him. We are facebook friends, oddly enough, and I get to see his status updates and such. I know he has a new girlfriend but I am now at the point that I don't care about anything that he does. I am in the process of filing for child support. I did a DNA test right after Christmas and now I'm just waiting for the results. I don't know if anything will change after the results come back that she is his. I don't know if I should reach out and try to contact him, for Leila's sake. She has 1 brother and 3 sisters from him and I would like her to get to know them, but I don't think that it is my place to make that happen. I will probably just wait and see if he/sperm donor, tries to contact me. Who knows, its just a waiting game I guess. It seems like I have been waiting for all of this forever!!
**baby daddy update**
Ok, for all of you that didn't know, I am a single mother of 3 children. When I started this little bloggy thing, I was a single mom of 2 boys. Anywho, I was seeing a guy and ended up pregnant!! Crazy, I know! I knew when I met him he was trouble. It turned out my gut feelings about him were right. He found out through a mutual "friend" that I was pregnant. I tried multiple time to contact him and got nothing. It has almost been a year since I have seen this guy/douchbag and not a single word from him. We are facebook friends, oddly enough, and I get to see his status updates and such. I know he has a new girlfriend but I am now at the point that I don't care about anything that he does. I am in the process of filing for child support. I did a DNA test right after Christmas and now I'm just waiting for the results. I don't know if anything will change after the results come back that she is his. I don't know if I should reach out and try to contact him, for Leila's sake. She has 1 brother and 3 sisters from him and I would like her to get to know them, but I don't think that it is my place to make that happen. I will probably just wait and see if he/sperm donor, tries to contact me. Who knows, its just a waiting game I guess. It seems like I have been waiting for all of this forever!!
