Nothing new to tell.

Today was just a normal day. Got out of bed. Went to work. Came home from work. I am tired. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but I am still exhausted. I think its going to be an early night for me. I just wanna lay down. 

Hot hot hot.

Today was so stinking hot. I stayed indoors as much as I could. I think I would have melted. I have no air conditioning in my car so long rides are not so much fun, plus the sun hates me. I hate having a sunburn and I usually do a good job avoiding them. I think I need to stock up on the sunblock though. All the sunscreen I have is from last year. I was very content inside with the A/C on high. I did end up feeling a little cabin fever and tried to go out and take some pictures. My favorite park didn't have any of their flowers in bloom. I turned around and got ice cream instead. Oh well.

Spotlighting was fun. I didn't get to see much wildlife but I did spot an owl, which was cool. The only other thing we saw was a deer. I do want to try again. I just love the smell of the pine trees and the quiet cool air. It was perfect weather. I hope to go again soon. 

Spotlighting.

I guess I am going spotlighting tonight? I don't really know what it is all about except spotlighting animals in the wilderness? I guess that's what it is. I am just basically going along for the ride. It is a nice way to get out of the house and into nature. I hope its a good time. I just don't want to have to pee outside because my bladder can't hold a lot lately. That would suck. I am ready for some fresh air and peace and quiet. 

Beautiful day to do nothing.

Today was the first in a long time that it hasn't rained. I didn't care at all. I planned on doing nothing today. I did end up going to the store for some spaghetti supplies, but other then that, nothing. I just cranked on the faithful a/c and made some spaghetti, which I have been craving for a week. I didn't really want fresh spaghetti, I want leftover spaghetti. I guess I will get that for lunch tomorrow!! I feel like my world revolves around food lately. Oh well, I know how to lose the weight.

Lazy song kind of day.

Today I don't feel like doing any thing. Do da do do da do. That is how I felt all day long. I was physically at work, but not mentally. I just didn't want to do a damn thing today. Now all I want to do is sleep but I am fighting it for some reason. Oh well I gotta give in sometime. 

Another hail storm.

The weather here is a freaky thing. It has hailed bad 2 days in a row. I think yesterday's storm was much worse. It busted out windows on the south side of town. I saw a picture of one of the hail stones and it fit in the palm of a mans hand. It looked like a golf ball. Today, I was home for this storm. I thought tree branches were hitting the apartment, but it was hail. I think they were about the size of a marble but it is hard to tell after they hit so many things on the way down. The one thing I love about living in this apartment is that I feel safe. I was not the only one without power for a minute. Everyone rallies by the door to watch the storm. There is 32 different families living in this building. It may be annoying at times but I feel safe. Even though this is the "bad" side of town. But hey, if I scream I can be sure someone will hear me. 

It's a......

Girl!!! It's offical I am having a little girl. I am so excited. I can't even believe it. A daughter. I have never had one of those. A little mini me! Crazy to think about. Now I just have to think about a name for this little one. Buying clothes and stuff will be so much fun. I am not sure how different girl babies are from boys, but I guess I will find out. Now my family will be complete. Two big brothers and one little princess. I can't wait to put her in dresses and comb her hair ( although if she is anything like me she will hate having her hair brushed)  Teach her how to be a little lady. I would have loved another little boy but I think I have always wanted a little girl. I was looking at so many boy names that I haven't decided on what girl names I really like. There is one but my mom doesn't really like it. I might just say, oh well and name her that anyways. I think I want to keep the name a secret once I decide. I like that idea. I'm just so excited. I think I was in shock for a while but it is starting to settle in. I think finding out it is a girl has made this easier on me. I don't mean to sound like I didn't want a boy, but I have 2 already. I am really excited to see how the boys are with their sister. It will be interesting.

Perfect night.

Oh tonight is just the perfect night to sit on the porch and have a nice cold one. Too bad I can't have a cold one and I don't have a porch! Ha, oh well I am enjoying it for sure! I had a very nice time tonight at Summer Nights downtown. It was just the perfect weather and we all had a lot of fun. I got some good pictures and will post them soon if I can get my card reader to work. 

I have a 6 year old.

So my youngest son turned 6 today. I can't believe it. It seems like yesterday that he was just a toddler. The time sure does fly by. I am excited to celebrate his birthday this weekend. Hopefully it will be nice out so we can bbq.  We had a delicious pancake brunch this morning for him but unfortunately I had to work today. It was my 6th day straight of working. I am tired.  

I'm back baby doll!

Oh yeah. I have internet service!! It is so much nicer to type my words on an actual keyboard. My big fat fingers had a hard time with my tiny keyboard on my cell phone. Oh it feels nice to be connected to the world again. I'm loving it. I think I have had too much time away from my computer because my fingers already hurt. Oh well. I will get use to it, I guess. Oh yeah, happy first day of summer!!!!

I have the best Dad!

So I failed to post yesterday. I suppose that is becoming the norm these days but I will be back in full force soon, hopefully by tomorrow. No more Blogger Droid posts. I'm getting my internet back. Hooray!

Father's day was a good one for me, a little emotional, but what day isn't. I talked to my awesome dad and he helped me put some things into perspective. I love him and miss him so much and I think the distance between us makes me appreciate him more. He just knows what to say to make me feel loved and feel better about stuff in general. I'm so thankful to have him in my life. Love ya dad!

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Sad songs.

I'm sitting at home and listening to my supply of sad songs. I'm just not quite sure how to think about things. I'm mostly feeling anger. I have never hated someone more. I. Never have wished harm on anyone but I think I'm getting close, that makes me feel horrible. I wish I could just wash the memory of him out of my head. I know I'm better off without his poisonous soul in my life. It doesn't change how I feel. I know that he is missing out on knowing his child and knowing its love. Still no relief. I think it will just take time and a less hormonal me.

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Blocked

Oh man, oh man. I had a crazy, Maury Povitch kind of night. I will have to post more on this topic when I get my internet set up at home. But wow, just wow. I found out today that the amazing sperm donor of my unborn child blocked me from Facebook. I have been givin what I like to call, a Facebook restraining order. Cool huh? Yeah, awesome. I officially have been blocked. I feel like a stalker. I saw him tonight at the softball field. It made me feel sick. I also had the pleasure of sitting right next to his youngest children's mother. Holy crap! I should have my own reality show...gee wiz.

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In Walmart

So I'm at the awesome Walmart right now. I'm getting a few thongs and I remembered I forgot to post something. I will get my computer up and running and get better,I promise.

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Love to eat

I just love me some food. I feel a little out of control but I know that's just a pregnant thing. I could eat all day long. I wake up starving! Well I don't really have much else to say. See ya tomorrow.

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So.....

Ha, I'm late again. I need to time manage better. In my defence, I got home like an hour ago. I went out for a late night bite to eat with some friends. It was nice. It took my mind off the stresses of life for a minute.

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Drink more water.

I gotta remind myself is this everyday. I have a headache and I think its because I need more water.

Today was a bitter sweet kind is day. I spent all day with the bestie. TidY is her last day in town. We had a good time and went shopping, bit while shopping we find out our friend got into a serious car accident. This is the girl I just hung out with last night. She drove me to and from the bbq yesterday. I just gotta say a bunch of prayers for her. She is the sweetest girl ever and would give you the shirt of her back, even if you were a complete stranger. We need more people like that in this world.

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Bff bbq

So I have a good excuse. My absolute best friend is in town and we had a bbq. We had so much food and so much fun. They are starting to feel more like family. Like we will talk about these times years to come and reminise. I love them all so much. I just wish we could all get together more often. Great food and great friends. I really needed that.

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Roasting

I'm so hot right now. It's getting hard to think. I wish I had a fan in this place. I have ac but its not the same. I need to invest in a fan. So hot. Blah

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I'm ready...today.

I keep seeing babies everywhere. I guess I'm getting myself pumped up for another little one. Don't get me wrong, I still have my days where o don't know how I'm going to survive. Those days are getting fewer and fewer. I feel like I can do it, and all by myself. I don't know how much help I'm going to get but if I expect none then I can't be disappointed. I really want to see what my little one is going to look like and I want to know the gender. Soon enough I will know. I just gotta enjoy this process.

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I'm ready...today.

I keep seeing babies everywhere. I guess I'm getting myself pumped up for another little one. Don't get me wrong, I still have my days where o don't know how I'm going to survive. Those days are getting fewer and fewer. I feel like I can do it, and all by myself. I don't know how much help I'm going to get but if I expect none then I can't be disappointed. I really want to see what my little one is going to look like and I want to know the gender. Soon enough I will know. I just gotta enjoy this process.

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Too tired.

I have a small break from my children tonight and I was hoping to get some things done but I can't find the motivation. I just wanna sit here and relax. I know I should just suck it up and get the stuff done that needs to be done. Oh well, hopefully I will get at least one or two things done. Arg, I just can't find the energy.

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Feeling better.

My tooth is feeling so much better. The pain medicine helps too, although I'm not a huge fan of taking pills. I think another thing that helps is knowing my best friend will be here in a few days. I'm so excited to see her! I haven't seen her in almost a year. She only lives 7 hrs away but its hard for both of us to get time off work and my car is not very reliable for a long road trip. Needless to say I'm super excited.

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Mixed feelings.

I was so terribly upset yesterday along with tooth pain. It was sort of a rough day for me I was trying to take care of my dental issue and it seemed like nobody was willing to help me with it. I found out that I make too much money for my insurance to cover it. That upset me immensely. I don't feel like I make very much money, but I do put in a lot of time into my job. So they basically are telling me to work less or get a lower paying job and we will help. That is the wrong message that should be sent. I was always taught the harder we work for something the more we will get. That's how the system should work. Don't punish me for my hard work.

Well, either way I got it taken care of. Seems like nothing comes easy for me these days. It's just so frustrating sometimes.

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toothache

I'm in agony. Sorry can't post

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Tangled.

I'm just sitting here with my boys, relaxing and watching Tangled. It's so nice here. I taught my son how to eat cherries and he is loving them. I just love this family time. I'm gonna soak it up.

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Circus peanuts.

I had to get my hands on some circus peanuts tonight. I needed them. I have yet to open the big bag I bought but I will, soon. I'm just so hungry of course. My cravings drive my body. Ha, I sound like such a fat girl.

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Thank you notes.

Yesterday I bought Thank You notes,by Jimmy Fallon. I gotta say I enjoyed it very much. It made me laugh so hard. I love comedy and its nice to be able to laugh about little things. Now I'm just waiting to watch Jimmy on tv. What a fun Friday.

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Great day!

So today was pretty great. It was a hot one for sure! I think it was in the 90's!! Maybe not such a great time to clean out my car but it got done. I do love cleaning my car for some reason. I even had the carpets scrubbed. Then I took a nice walk in the park with my mother. It was such a beautiful day. I hope I can have many more of these this summer.

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sitting around the fire.

So I'm actually being social tonight. Just chilling with some friends. It's fun. I'm glad I pulled myself off the couch and hung out with the living. I needed to get out of the house and meet new people. I was just feeling too much like a home body. That is why this post is so late.

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