Sad songs.

I'm sitting at home and listening to my supply of sad songs. I'm just not quite sure how to think about things. I'm mostly feeling anger. I have never hated someone more. I. Never have wished harm on anyone but I think I'm getting close, that makes me feel horrible. I wish I could just wash the memory of him out of my head. I know I'm better off without his poisonous soul in my life. It doesn't change how I feel. I know that he is missing out on knowing his child and knowing its love. Still no relief. I think it will just take time and a less hormonal me.

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