The moment.

I think I am a little depressed. I hate being sad but the stuperbowl really upset me. I guess that is just cause I love the Steelers so much. Ok, whatever, call me dramatic or a baby but oh well. Ha

I guess I just have to laugh it off an know that there can only be one winner. I gotta say the cliche thing to say though, there is always next year. I know, I know it is just football.

I am so ready to be off for the next two days. I have a lot of nothing to do and I am looking forward to it. I love me time and I hardly ever get tired of it. I sure do hope my new camera comes in the days that I am off. But, now I am off to get ready for work. Maybe once the depression wears off I will post more. LOL

Im a loser.

i lose and i know it. i am saddened. i am on my way to get some sympathy.....meh....oh well. I am good. I know that it is the fight in the dog that counts. We had you scared for a minute.

Girly girl.

I love being a women most of the time. Today was not really one of those days. It had nothing to do with cramps or anything like that. I have just never been a girly girl. I don't think anyone ever taught me how to put on makeup. My mom sort of did but she doesn't wear a lot of that crap so therefor neither do I. I do like to keep up with the trends at times, as long as its not like painting on a new face. I like subtle makeup. I hate mascara, but I lightly brush it on every now and then. I rarely buy concealer. I like it simple. A touch of eyeliner and a little eyeshadow.

Let me set you straight though. I can and more often then not, leave the house without any on at all. I do feel a touch more confidant when I am wearing at the least, eyeliner. Maybe someone can help me here. I want to do a smoky eye. I even went to the lengths of buying Covergirl Smoky Shadow Blast. I have got to say if my life depended on making a smoky eye, I would be done for. It just looked like I painted some lines on my face. I tried to blend it in but it just turned all one color. Maybe it is just not meant to be. I have bought other eye shadows in the past that have a little color by number thing for your eye, I still cant seem to get it right. Maybe there is something wrong with my hands. I also have looked at tutorials but I still can't seem to do it right. UGH! Please tell me that I am not failing at being a woman. 

Running late!

I hate the feeling when you wake up late. I hate being rushed to get ready and freaking out because you're going to be late for work. Yeah, that was the start of my day today. I hate that! Instead of my phone going off and telling me to wake up, it decides to die. Smart phones are not so smart when it comes to staying charged or saving battery. I should have just stuck to my regular alarm clock.

Work was busy and frustrating. I am so glad I don't work tomorrow. I think I say that every other Friday. Oh well. I love Friday, when I don't work the next day. It is my only day to sleep in. I think my sleeping in late today was my body telling me to get some more rest. All I want right now is some tunes and a ice cold beer. Sounds blissful to me!

HAPPY WEEKEND!

Hurry up spring

I am having a bad case of missing spring time. I just wish it would be here now! I am going to try something a little new here and post the top ten reasons why I like spring.

10. Easter time! Come on, who doesn't love biting the ears off a huge chocolate bunny.
9. Searching for the first Robin sighting. We use to have contests when I was younger to see who saw one 1st.
8. The days are a little bit longer.
7. Open windows. I love opening my windows and smelling the fresh spring air.
6. The chance of one last huge snow storm. We have had a spring snow storm every year since I can remember.
5. Green!!! Everything that turns green! It is like all the plants get a fresh start.
4. The possibility of wearing shorts and flip flops. Or at least just a light jacket. No hats and gloves and scarves.
3. Rainstorms!!!!!
2. The smell! This one goes along with 7 but I am going to count it because I love the smell of spring!
1. Flowers!!! I love taking pictures of flowers (duh!) I love the smell, oh the lilacs, oh Spring!


Ok Spring, I professed my love for you! Now come and visit me soon!!! 

One step forward

Then 2 steps back. That is how I feel right about now. I feel like a horrible person. I don't like it when people are upset with me or angry. I hate it even more when they ignore me. I know I am being hard on myself but I feel terrible for hurting this guys feelings. I'm just not that into him, and I know that he was genuinely a good guy but if it is meant to be it will be.

Some things you just can't force. Sometimes you just have to trust that things will work themselves out. I am trying my best to keep my faith. I think as I get older it is easier to just let things just work themselves out. I don't need the answer for everything.

"I run my life, or is it running me?
 run from my past, I run to fast, or to slow it seems''

Late start!

Yes it is so bitterly cold here that there was a 2 hr delay of school, same thing tomorrow. I have a small issue because the kids go to school at 9:50 and I work at 9:30. I guess I either get to be late, or something. I would much rather have 2ft of snow then this frigid weather. Last week it was fifty degrees on Wednesday!