This sucks

Crap my positivity is wearing low. I need to find some more somewhere. Its not at the Bbq place although they have some very delicious food, which helps. I can't find a happy medium between feeling sick and feeling like I am going to explode. Ugh this sucks. I hate feeling like I have changed. I feel like I have less to offer in these posts because the life is getting sucked out of me. I sleep all day and night. I am surprised that I have the energy to go to the bathroom. I hope this goes away soon. I want the old me back!!!